when it suddenly
came like a ghost
and you suddenly
feel like the most
idiot in the world.

when it goes
down and down
it never show
the bad side
of being alive.

now you're walking on
a lonely road
just trying to find a way
to save your soul.

that's the way
the way it goes.
that's the way
they told you so.

and in the end
you'll be down in your knees
praying for something or
someone to squeeze
right up to your chest
right beside your heart
hoping it never,
return to feel
apart.