have you ever figured out

Have you ever figured out
how is to be dead
how is to be sad
how is to be mad
and never glad
for meeting someone?

Have you ever figured out
how is to be alive
against your desire?
how is to lose your pride
when you're not even 20?

Have you ever figured out
how lucky you're when you
lose your life
lose your mind
lose your time
and finally rest in peace
six feet under the beasts
that surround us everywhere?

have you ever figured out
how things could be bad
how ends could be sad
how lucky is to be dead.

Have you ever?
have you ever figured out?
have you ever?
have you ever fall and shout?